Stel was right: it was a lovely home. In a lovely place. Here Vesryn could almost forget what was out there in other parts of the world, waiting to do battle with the Inquisition.
But no matter the tranquility he found himself in, the pain would not go away. Sometimes it faded, to the point of simply being uncomfortable, and in those moments he could find an hour or two of sleep. He considered himself lucky to have gotten any the night before. Lady Marceline's family was wonderful, of course, but Vesryn found himself keeping to the edges of conversation, unable to focus on much. His appetite hadn't entirely fled, so he managed to avoid insulting the cooking when they sat down together for an impressive supper. After that it seemed like a blur, a rapid decline until it came time to rest. His head pounded several hours into the night until it finally abated, and he was granted the mercy of sleep.
It didn't last long, though, and he was up and awake earlier than he would've liked the next morning. He dressed himself and crept carefully out of the room and down the hall, not wishing to disturb any of the others by stumbling like a fool. His sight wavered and blurred alarmingly sometimes, but it hadn't done so here. He found his way out onto the balcony, where several wicker chairs with comfortable cushions were situated around small tables and footrests. He sank down into one.
The air was still and cool, the late spring morning not yet tinged with all the heat summer would soon offer. The sun hadn't yet made its way above the horizon, but the day's first light was already reaching the town and the estate. The sky held only a sparse offering of scattered clouds. It was shaping up to be another pleasant day. He glanced through the balcony's railing towards the stables, seeing one of the stablehands already tending to their mounts. As he understood it, they were going to be teaching Asala to ride properly once everyone was up and ready. That was bound to be a difficult task. One no doubt the others were more suited to at present. Vesryn simply hoped he'd remain atop his horse.
It wasn't more than a few minutes afterwards that he heard soft treads passing down the same hallway behind the balcony. They paused, and then the door slid softly forward on its hinges, and Stel stepped out onto the balcony, too, letting it fall closed behind her. She'd obviously just come from a bath, as her hair was still quite damp and yet loose. She glanced a moment at the emerging light in the distance, then sighed quietly and perched herself on the arm of his chair.
"Good morning," she said, taking up one of his hands in one of her own and resting both at her knee. It had clearly been a much more rejuvenating night for her than him—she seemed quite fully awake, lacking any of the minute signs of fatigue he was used to seeing. It clearly wasn't beyond her that his sleep hadn't been so peaceful, however. "Nothing different last night?"
"I managed more sleep here than I did at Skyhold," he said, and it was the truth. Despite how often in his life he slept in the relative silence of the world's remote places, he'd never been bothered by noise, and had experience with that, too. The Alienage was always cramped and rarely quiet, mercenaries were commonly lacking in manners, and though the Dalish he spent time with lived deep in the forests, they too slept in often uncomfortably close quarters. But for once, the noise of the Herald's Rest was enough to bother him, sudden and unexpected sounds like the twang of a terribly out of tune note from the bard's lute, buried in his mind.
He supposed he looked worse for wear at this point. Sleep had never been a difficulty for him, and now that it was he expected it was showing. It occurred to him he might end up looking like Cyrus after some of those strings of nights where he stayed awake for impossibly long hours, doing whatever his mind led him to. A dreadful thought.
"I suppose I'll need to find somewhere else once we get back," he said, tracing his thumb over her hand and letting his head rest softly against her arm. "I've heard the Undercroft is peaceful. Perhaps the Lord Inquisitor will lend me his couch."
Close as they were, it was impossible to miss the soft huff that escaped her, the beginning of a laugh that never quite came to be in full. She was quiet for a moment, but then shifted a bit. Not enough to dislodge him; if anything it made things slightly more comfortable. "Or..." she said softly, drawing out the word with a hint of what was perhaps uncertainty. Tentativeness, at least. "You could sleep with me. Next to me." The second sentence was hastily added to the first, fast enough that she almost tripped over it.
"I just mean, um, there's a whole half of my bed I don't use. And my tower's quiet. And you probably shouldn't be trying to sleep on anyone's couch. Since those aren't really made for sleeping." She ceased talking with a soft click of her teeth—no doubt she'd noticed she was rambling and tried to put a stop to it.
A soft cough followed. "If you want to, that is."
He wouldn't deny the thought had occurred to him. Skyhold's keep in general would be very quiet at night. And while he wasn't sure that proximity to Stel was helping him, it felt that way more often than not. He did so adore her.
"I'd love to," he answered, not raising the volume of his voice any more than he needed to. "We can give it a try. So long as my problem doesn't disturb your rest. You need it as much as I do, with everything you take on." It was tempting to be joking or tease her about her amusing and honestly endearing uncertainty, but he found he didn't have it in him for the topic. Too early in the morning, perhaps.
"Shall we see what the breakfast plan is? I'm famished." An overstatement, but he was hungry, and for Stel's sake he figured he wouldn't linger on the subject of them sleeping together for too long.
"Sounds like a good idea to me," she replied, standing first. She kept hold of his hand, though, equal parts physical support and a more emotional sort of solidarity. "Given the precedent, I'm sure it'll be quite fancy."
It was indeed, but the choice of breakfast dishes all proved to be quite light, considering that there was a decent amount of activity planned for the day, and there were likely many more meals to come. Though he and Stel were among the first to rise, it wasn't long before the morning's light stirred the others, and they dragged themselves downstairs towards the smell of delicious food.
An hour or so later they were dressed for riding, and Vesryn could feel the trouble returning in full force. He believed no one had seen him fumbling with the laces on his boots like a child, but it was hard to be sure. In any case, he was the last one out to the stables, accepting his horse's reins from the stablehand and offering his thanks in return. They looked to have been well cared for, rivaling Skyhold's service no doubt.
Before he could doubt himself overmuch Vesryn slipped his foot into the stirrup and pulled himself up into the saddle, managing to make it seem a lot smoother than he felt. He fell in behind the others. "So, where are we headed?"
"There's a place that I liked to ride not far from here," Marceline said, her palms resting on the polished pommel of her saddle. The horse she sat astride was a black mare, which was hardly surprising, though there was a white stripe down the center of her forehead, mixing in with the black in her mane as well. Marceline's posture was relaxed, her shoulders hunched as she rested on the pommel as she patiently waited for everyone to get ready. Beside her Pierre also rode a horse of his own, though his was a russet stallion. His seemed eager for the exercise, as he pawed at the ground which Pierre tried to comfort by petting his mane.
"It's an old trail at the edge of our vineyard. You can see the lakeside from atop the hills there-- do not worry," she added, turning toward Asala, who had an unsteady grip on her own reins. "They are gentle hills. Almost as gentle as your horse," Marceline said with a comforting smile. Asala seemed to accept that, as she smiled and nodded. The horse that Lady Marceline picked out for her was an older palomino mare, and as gentle as she said it was. No doubt that was why she had chosen that one for her.
That was all Pierre and his horse apparently needed. With the destination set, he finally urged the horse forward. "I know the way. Father and I sometimes like to race that trail," he said.
Marceline chuckled in response, "So did my father and I, when I was younger."
“Probably best to save any racing for when all of us can sit halfway decent at a trot, never mind faster." Khari, who'd volunteered the observation, obviously had no such problem herself, but she was studying Asala's posture with something approaching consternation. “Seriously, Asala, how many times have you ridden now? Because if you sit that stiff all the time I'm surprised you've never cramped."
Letting go of her reins, Khari used her legs to steer her red roan over to Asala's side, tapping her firmly on the back with a gloved palm. “Don't slouch. Roll your shoulders back, and loosen up your hips so you move with her. The more of a burden you are, the less a horse wants to carry you, and it has nothing to do with weight." She crossed her arms over her chest. “No one else here looks like a sack of potatoes in a saddle, do they?" Her words themselves were blunt as ever, and she wasn't making any particular effort to soften her demeanor for Asala or condescend to her, but there was also no harshness in her tone.
There was a visible snap in body language with each instruction Asala was given. The bluntness in Khari's words however did not seem to affect her any, though there was a noticeable pout to her lips, but that may have very well been there regardless of the the words used. "I want to believe I'm better than a sack of potatoes," she muttered through the pout. Marceline smiled and nodded, guiding her own horse toward her.
"Fleur will do most of the work herself, you just need to trust her," Marceline noted.
“Heels down, balls of your feet on the stirrup." Khari actually reached down to reposition Asala's left foot, showing no concern about her balance in her seat in the process. Gripping the Qunari woman's heel, she slid it back out a bit, then angled it the way she wanted. “That'll feel unnatural for a while, but you'll get used to it. Always check: shoulders, back, arse, heels. Then relax and move with her. The more you try to hold on, the more you're likely to fall. Steady grip on the reins, but not too tight. Pretend this is fun." She grinned, straightening her own posture and clicking her tongue.
Still with her arms free, Khari moved her horse into a trot, circling around to Asala's other side by way of demonstration, holding them out to her sides like a gliding bird or something similar. “Not your arms that keep you on, ever. And it's not even really your legs, either. It's your feet and your rear."
Asala snickered. "Maybe when I am sure that I will not fall off, I won't have to pretend," she said. She listened to Khari's advice, and though she was still stiff in her body language, she did manage to urge the horse forward slowly. She also held the reins awkwardly, but she did have a steady grip like she was told. Perhaps after getting accustomed to it, she'd relax a little. But as it were with Asala, it appeared to take her a while to get comfortable with anything. Still, they managed to get her moving, which was a step in the right direction.
"We are all here for you, so no need to worry," Marceline added, taking up a perch not too far from her, most likely in order to keep an eye on her.
Their pace was a slow one, to be sure, comfortable and easy. As promised, they were soon greeted with a rather sweeping vista, cresting a hill just high enough to spot the glasslike sheet of sunlit water that must have been Lake Celestine. It was quite a ways in the distance, still, but not hard to see. On the other side, orderly columns of seasoned wood bearing the growth of spring ran back towards the manor home in disciplined corridors of pale green. The sun was far enough overhead that the lazy rose-gold light of morning had faded, leaving everything perhaps as crisp and clear in view as it would ever get. It smelled like mulch, thick and musky, dulled by the sharp plant-flavor of juvenile grapevines. Earthy.
“So this is where you grew up, huh?" Khari directed the words at Marceline, arching both brows slightly. “Somehow, it's not that surprising."
"Is it not?" Marceline asked, appearing somewhat surprised herself by the admission. She then chuckled it off with good humor and nodded, "Thank you. I ran these rows with bare feet countless times in my youth," she said, gesturing toward the growing grapevines off to their side, "Even sneaked a few grapes along the way," she added with feigned mischievousness. "They also made for a good hiding spot when the vines were full as well. My parents had to track me down on a few occasions in order to start my lessons." She paused for a moment, her eyes drifting back to Pierre who had assumed the lead spot. "Pierre used to do the same for Micky and I as well," she added with a slight melancholy to her tone.
Eventually, she turned back to Khari and nodded. "If you cannot tell," she said, her smile returning in full force, "I am far more partial to this view," she continued, gesturing toward the lake, "Than of the glitz and gilt of a place like Halamshiral. Between us, I found it far too gaudy."
"Considering that about half of it was plated in gold, I'm not sure who wouldn't," Stel agreed easily, lifting her shoulders in a shrug. "It's a bit... I don't know. Almost lonely out here though, isn't it? I suppose I only say that because I grew up in a very big city, crammed in with a bunch of other people." She smiled ruefully. "Not exactly used to this much space." A breeze drifted in, warm enough to be comfortable, dimming the heavier smells with an infusion of fresh air from over the lake.
Lady Marceline thought about it for a moment and agreed. "Perhaps. I have never felt lonely here. I always have had my family, and Coeur-trésor is lively, if a bit quaint in comparison to some of the cities," she said with a smile. "But no, it is not like a big city. I spent the time I attended college in Val Royeaux living in our estate there, and I will give you that the pace is indeed much quicker there than here. But..." she said, wistfully, turning her eyes back toward the rows of young vines to be. "I have never been able to relax like when I'm home. I forget how much I miss it until I come back," she admitted with cheerful huff.
"Must be nice," Vesryn commented from near the rear of the group, "having a place so removed from everything, somewhere you can return when you need a retreat from it all." He was focusing on the conversation as best he could, that and Asala's riding. Khari was perfectly capable of teaching her basics, and he was having a bit of trouble finding a way into the conversation, but thinking and watching and not letting his focus remain in his head was at least somewhat helpful.
"I imagine for most of us Skyhold has become that place, to a certain extent. There's always a lot going on of course, but up there in the mountains it can feel pretty far removed from the world we're saving." Peaceful places were a bit harder to find, with how large the Inquisition had grown, but it wasn't impossible. More often than not, it felt like home for him. Far more than Denerim ever did.
"I can see that," Marceline nodded in agreement, though she still tossed a glance toward her home. "Still, this will always be home for me. Hopefully one that I can retire to one day," she added with a doubtful smile. "At the very least, I do not plan on filing paperwork while I am here. I was beginning to believe that I very well may have had ink for blood."
Asala chuckled at that. The light talk around her must have had a relaxing effect for her, because she no longer appeared as tense as when she began, and actually rode with her arms no longer awkwardly propped up. Afterward, she to nodded in agreement. "Ash-Rethsaam has much of the same feel, to be honest. To Skyhold, I mean," she added. "So far removed from everything and everyone, but everybody in it working toward a singular goal. Ensuring that our home remains strong... In both of our cases, I suppose," she said thoughtfully.
Lady Marceline nodded in quiet approval, "Agreed."
But no matter the tranquility he found himself in, the pain would not go away. Sometimes it faded, to the point of simply being uncomfortable, and in those moments he could find an hour or two of sleep. He considered himself lucky to have gotten any the night before. Lady Marceline's family was wonderful, of course, but Vesryn found himself keeping to the edges of conversation, unable to focus on much. His appetite hadn't entirely fled, so he managed to avoid insulting the cooking when they sat down together for an impressive supper. After that it seemed like a blur, a rapid decline until it came time to rest. His head pounded several hours into the night until it finally abated, and he was granted the mercy of sleep.
It didn't last long, though, and he was up and awake earlier than he would've liked the next morning. He dressed himself and crept carefully out of the room and down the hall, not wishing to disturb any of the others by stumbling like a fool. His sight wavered and blurred alarmingly sometimes, but it hadn't done so here. He found his way out onto the balcony, where several wicker chairs with comfortable cushions were situated around small tables and footrests. He sank down into one.
The air was still and cool, the late spring morning not yet tinged with all the heat summer would soon offer. The sun hadn't yet made its way above the horizon, but the day's first light was already reaching the town and the estate. The sky held only a sparse offering of scattered clouds. It was shaping up to be another pleasant day. He glanced through the balcony's railing towards the stables, seeing one of the stablehands already tending to their mounts. As he understood it, they were going to be teaching Asala to ride properly once everyone was up and ready. That was bound to be a difficult task. One no doubt the others were more suited to at present. Vesryn simply hoped he'd remain atop his horse.
It wasn't more than a few minutes afterwards that he heard soft treads passing down the same hallway behind the balcony. They paused, and then the door slid softly forward on its hinges, and Stel stepped out onto the balcony, too, letting it fall closed behind her. She'd obviously just come from a bath, as her hair was still quite damp and yet loose. She glanced a moment at the emerging light in the distance, then sighed quietly and perched herself on the arm of his chair.
"Good morning," she said, taking up one of his hands in one of her own and resting both at her knee. It had clearly been a much more rejuvenating night for her than him—she seemed quite fully awake, lacking any of the minute signs of fatigue he was used to seeing. It clearly wasn't beyond her that his sleep hadn't been so peaceful, however. "Nothing different last night?"
"I managed more sleep here than I did at Skyhold," he said, and it was the truth. Despite how often in his life he slept in the relative silence of the world's remote places, he'd never been bothered by noise, and had experience with that, too. The Alienage was always cramped and rarely quiet, mercenaries were commonly lacking in manners, and though the Dalish he spent time with lived deep in the forests, they too slept in often uncomfortably close quarters. But for once, the noise of the Herald's Rest was enough to bother him, sudden and unexpected sounds like the twang of a terribly out of tune note from the bard's lute, buried in his mind.
He supposed he looked worse for wear at this point. Sleep had never been a difficulty for him, and now that it was he expected it was showing. It occurred to him he might end up looking like Cyrus after some of those strings of nights where he stayed awake for impossibly long hours, doing whatever his mind led him to. A dreadful thought.
"I suppose I'll need to find somewhere else once we get back," he said, tracing his thumb over her hand and letting his head rest softly against her arm. "I've heard the Undercroft is peaceful. Perhaps the Lord Inquisitor will lend me his couch."
Close as they were, it was impossible to miss the soft huff that escaped her, the beginning of a laugh that never quite came to be in full. She was quiet for a moment, but then shifted a bit. Not enough to dislodge him; if anything it made things slightly more comfortable. "Or..." she said softly, drawing out the word with a hint of what was perhaps uncertainty. Tentativeness, at least. "You could sleep with me. Next to me." The second sentence was hastily added to the first, fast enough that she almost tripped over it.
"I just mean, um, there's a whole half of my bed I don't use. And my tower's quiet. And you probably shouldn't be trying to sleep on anyone's couch. Since those aren't really made for sleeping." She ceased talking with a soft click of her teeth—no doubt she'd noticed she was rambling and tried to put a stop to it.
A soft cough followed. "If you want to, that is."
He wouldn't deny the thought had occurred to him. Skyhold's keep in general would be very quiet at night. And while he wasn't sure that proximity to Stel was helping him, it felt that way more often than not. He did so adore her.
"I'd love to," he answered, not raising the volume of his voice any more than he needed to. "We can give it a try. So long as my problem doesn't disturb your rest. You need it as much as I do, with everything you take on." It was tempting to be joking or tease her about her amusing and honestly endearing uncertainty, but he found he didn't have it in him for the topic. Too early in the morning, perhaps.
"Shall we see what the breakfast plan is? I'm famished." An overstatement, but he was hungry, and for Stel's sake he figured he wouldn't linger on the subject of them sleeping together for too long.
"Sounds like a good idea to me," she replied, standing first. She kept hold of his hand, though, equal parts physical support and a more emotional sort of solidarity. "Given the precedent, I'm sure it'll be quite fancy."
It was indeed, but the choice of breakfast dishes all proved to be quite light, considering that there was a decent amount of activity planned for the day, and there were likely many more meals to come. Though he and Stel were among the first to rise, it wasn't long before the morning's light stirred the others, and they dragged themselves downstairs towards the smell of delicious food.
An hour or so later they were dressed for riding, and Vesryn could feel the trouble returning in full force. He believed no one had seen him fumbling with the laces on his boots like a child, but it was hard to be sure. In any case, he was the last one out to the stables, accepting his horse's reins from the stablehand and offering his thanks in return. They looked to have been well cared for, rivaling Skyhold's service no doubt.
Before he could doubt himself overmuch Vesryn slipped his foot into the stirrup and pulled himself up into the saddle, managing to make it seem a lot smoother than he felt. He fell in behind the others. "So, where are we headed?"
"There's a place that I liked to ride not far from here," Marceline said, her palms resting on the polished pommel of her saddle. The horse she sat astride was a black mare, which was hardly surprising, though there was a white stripe down the center of her forehead, mixing in with the black in her mane as well. Marceline's posture was relaxed, her shoulders hunched as she rested on the pommel as she patiently waited for everyone to get ready. Beside her Pierre also rode a horse of his own, though his was a russet stallion. His seemed eager for the exercise, as he pawed at the ground which Pierre tried to comfort by petting his mane.
"It's an old trail at the edge of our vineyard. You can see the lakeside from atop the hills there-- do not worry," she added, turning toward Asala, who had an unsteady grip on her own reins. "They are gentle hills. Almost as gentle as your horse," Marceline said with a comforting smile. Asala seemed to accept that, as she smiled and nodded. The horse that Lady Marceline picked out for her was an older palomino mare, and as gentle as she said it was. No doubt that was why she had chosen that one for her.
That was all Pierre and his horse apparently needed. With the destination set, he finally urged the horse forward. "I know the way. Father and I sometimes like to race that trail," he said.
Marceline chuckled in response, "So did my father and I, when I was younger."
“Probably best to save any racing for when all of us can sit halfway decent at a trot, never mind faster." Khari, who'd volunteered the observation, obviously had no such problem herself, but she was studying Asala's posture with something approaching consternation. “Seriously, Asala, how many times have you ridden now? Because if you sit that stiff all the time I'm surprised you've never cramped."
Letting go of her reins, Khari used her legs to steer her red roan over to Asala's side, tapping her firmly on the back with a gloved palm. “Don't slouch. Roll your shoulders back, and loosen up your hips so you move with her. The more of a burden you are, the less a horse wants to carry you, and it has nothing to do with weight." She crossed her arms over her chest. “No one else here looks like a sack of potatoes in a saddle, do they?" Her words themselves were blunt as ever, and she wasn't making any particular effort to soften her demeanor for Asala or condescend to her, but there was also no harshness in her tone.
There was a visible snap in body language with each instruction Asala was given. The bluntness in Khari's words however did not seem to affect her any, though there was a noticeable pout to her lips, but that may have very well been there regardless of the the words used. "I want to believe I'm better than a sack of potatoes," she muttered through the pout. Marceline smiled and nodded, guiding her own horse toward her.
"Fleur will do most of the work herself, you just need to trust her," Marceline noted.
“Heels down, balls of your feet on the stirrup." Khari actually reached down to reposition Asala's left foot, showing no concern about her balance in her seat in the process. Gripping the Qunari woman's heel, she slid it back out a bit, then angled it the way she wanted. “That'll feel unnatural for a while, but you'll get used to it. Always check: shoulders, back, arse, heels. Then relax and move with her. The more you try to hold on, the more you're likely to fall. Steady grip on the reins, but not too tight. Pretend this is fun." She grinned, straightening her own posture and clicking her tongue.
Still with her arms free, Khari moved her horse into a trot, circling around to Asala's other side by way of demonstration, holding them out to her sides like a gliding bird or something similar. “Not your arms that keep you on, ever. And it's not even really your legs, either. It's your feet and your rear."
Asala snickered. "Maybe when I am sure that I will not fall off, I won't have to pretend," she said. She listened to Khari's advice, and though she was still stiff in her body language, she did manage to urge the horse forward slowly. She also held the reins awkwardly, but she did have a steady grip like she was told. Perhaps after getting accustomed to it, she'd relax a little. But as it were with Asala, it appeared to take her a while to get comfortable with anything. Still, they managed to get her moving, which was a step in the right direction.
"We are all here for you, so no need to worry," Marceline added, taking up a perch not too far from her, most likely in order to keep an eye on her.
Their pace was a slow one, to be sure, comfortable and easy. As promised, they were soon greeted with a rather sweeping vista, cresting a hill just high enough to spot the glasslike sheet of sunlit water that must have been Lake Celestine. It was quite a ways in the distance, still, but not hard to see. On the other side, orderly columns of seasoned wood bearing the growth of spring ran back towards the manor home in disciplined corridors of pale green. The sun was far enough overhead that the lazy rose-gold light of morning had faded, leaving everything perhaps as crisp and clear in view as it would ever get. It smelled like mulch, thick and musky, dulled by the sharp plant-flavor of juvenile grapevines. Earthy.
“So this is where you grew up, huh?" Khari directed the words at Marceline, arching both brows slightly. “Somehow, it's not that surprising."
"Is it not?" Marceline asked, appearing somewhat surprised herself by the admission. She then chuckled it off with good humor and nodded, "Thank you. I ran these rows with bare feet countless times in my youth," she said, gesturing toward the growing grapevines off to their side, "Even sneaked a few grapes along the way," she added with feigned mischievousness. "They also made for a good hiding spot when the vines were full as well. My parents had to track me down on a few occasions in order to start my lessons." She paused for a moment, her eyes drifting back to Pierre who had assumed the lead spot. "Pierre used to do the same for Micky and I as well," she added with a slight melancholy to her tone.
Eventually, she turned back to Khari and nodded. "If you cannot tell," she said, her smile returning in full force, "I am far more partial to this view," she continued, gesturing toward the lake, "Than of the glitz and gilt of a place like Halamshiral. Between us, I found it far too gaudy."
"Considering that about half of it was plated in gold, I'm not sure who wouldn't," Stel agreed easily, lifting her shoulders in a shrug. "It's a bit... I don't know. Almost lonely out here though, isn't it? I suppose I only say that because I grew up in a very big city, crammed in with a bunch of other people." She smiled ruefully. "Not exactly used to this much space." A breeze drifted in, warm enough to be comfortable, dimming the heavier smells with an infusion of fresh air from over the lake.
Lady Marceline thought about it for a moment and agreed. "Perhaps. I have never felt lonely here. I always have had my family, and Coeur-trésor is lively, if a bit quaint in comparison to some of the cities," she said with a smile. "But no, it is not like a big city. I spent the time I attended college in Val Royeaux living in our estate there, and I will give you that the pace is indeed much quicker there than here. But..." she said, wistfully, turning her eyes back toward the rows of young vines to be. "I have never been able to relax like when I'm home. I forget how much I miss it until I come back," she admitted with cheerful huff.
"Must be nice," Vesryn commented from near the rear of the group, "having a place so removed from everything, somewhere you can return when you need a retreat from it all." He was focusing on the conversation as best he could, that and Asala's riding. Khari was perfectly capable of teaching her basics, and he was having a bit of trouble finding a way into the conversation, but thinking and watching and not letting his focus remain in his head was at least somewhat helpful.
"I imagine for most of us Skyhold has become that place, to a certain extent. There's always a lot going on of course, but up there in the mountains it can feel pretty far removed from the world we're saving." Peaceful places were a bit harder to find, with how large the Inquisition had grown, but it wasn't impossible. More often than not, it felt like home for him. Far more than Denerim ever did.
"I can see that," Marceline nodded in agreement, though she still tossed a glance toward her home. "Still, this will always be home for me. Hopefully one that I can retire to one day," she added with a doubtful smile. "At the very least, I do not plan on filing paperwork while I am here. I was beginning to believe that I very well may have had ink for blood."
Asala chuckled at that. The light talk around her must have had a relaxing effect for her, because she no longer appeared as tense as when she began, and actually rode with her arms no longer awkwardly propped up. Afterward, she to nodded in agreement. "Ash-Rethsaam has much of the same feel, to be honest. To Skyhold, I mean," she added. "So far removed from everything and everyone, but everybody in it working toward a singular goal. Ensuring that our home remains strong... In both of our cases, I suppose," she said thoughtfully.
Lady Marceline nodded in quiet approval, "Agreed."