
One Year Ago:
Eight had managed her way through an entire shift, somehow. Granted⦠half of it sheād spent at Gambitās. The other half, sheād not exactly been a very safe driver to her passengers⦠but they didnāt seem to notice. Despite the fact that she was pretty sure she smelled like a distillery, she wasnāt worried. The plastic divider between the front and back seats would afford her some privacy from her clientsā noses. With the window down, four sticks of gum in her mouth and a concentrated can of air freshener beside herself, she wasnāt too worried at all. Nope. Nobody had noticed. Which was great. And as a result, Eight stopped at a corner store after dropping off her last fare for a small fifth of whiskey.
With the bottle wrapped in its brown paper and tucked between her legs, Eight cruised the streets, searching for a fare. Twenty more minutes and her shift was up. That was enough time for one more fare. One more⦠and she sincerely hoped they tipped a lot. She had to make up for the missing hours somehow.
So it was that Eight was driving through the darkened streets. The snow had started falling a couple hours ago and the majority of the streets were deserted. It was fairly peaceful, really. With her eyes on the road, Eight lifted the bottle to her lips, taking a swig just as her rear tires started to slide. The motion startled her and she dropped the bottle into her lap as she reached for the steering wheel to steady the car. Feeling the liquid seeping out of the bottle into her lap, Eight took her eyes off the road for only a moment as she reached down to pick the bottle back up, swiping ineffectually at the liquor in her lap. Shit. Shit! Sheād never get the smell of whiskey out of the seat!
She hadnāt even seen him. Even if she had, she wouldnāt have been able to stop with the snow on the ground. Admittedly, she was traveling a bit faster than the speed limit recommended. Quite a bit faster. By the time she looked up from the spilled whiskey, it was too late. Her bumper was already crashing into the manās hip. Even with her slowed reactions, Eight stomped both feet down on the brake and she stared wide-eyed at the body that tumbled up over her hood, crashed down into the windshield and continued rolling up and over her vehicle. She cringed, the car fishtailing crazily, spinning in a rapid circle on the slick streets, the whiskey bottle tumbling to the floor at her feet, gurgling its contents out over her feet, puddling on the floorboards.
Oh God.
Her heart, which must have stopped beating in her moment of panic, suddenly roared to life again, beating furiously as her car came to rest finally, her headlights illuminating the still form.
Oh God!
She sat, motionless, staring at the figure, willing him to get up, but the only part of him that seemed to move was his hair, teased gently by a gentle snowy breeze.
Oh. God.
Her knuckles were white on the steering wheel and she mentally debated what she should do. Should she check on him? Should she just go? Slowly, she looked around herself, checking to see if anyone might have witnessed the accident⦠but the streets were clear.
Go, Eight! Go! Just Go! Nobody saw⦠just go!
But she couldnāt, in good conscience, leave him, could she?
Youāre going to lose your job! Youāre drunk, Eight. Youāre drunk! Youāre going to lose your job⦠Youāre going to go to jail! Go! Nobody saw!
Despite herself, she peeled her fingers off of the steering wheel and slowly put the car in park, her breath rapid and terrified. It felt as if her movements were done in slow motion.
What are you doing, Eight? Run! Just get the fuck out of here!!
Eight slowly opened her door, the cold air invading the warm cab quickly, snowflakes dancing around her as she stepped out into the snow. Slowly, cautiously, she approached the figure. āOhGodOhGodOhGod,ā she muttered, moving closer to the figure. āOhGodOhGod⦠please be okay⦠are you okay?ā she asked, crouching down beside the figure, moving to place a hesitant hand on his bare shoulder.
He was obviously not okay.
Eight stumbled backward, falling over her feet, landing hard on her behind in the snow. She struggled to put some distance between herself and the body⦠the face⦠the broken fingers⦠the shrieking accusation. She back-pedaled as quickly as she could, dragging herself a few feet away, her expression horrified.
āYouāre not dead. You canāt be dead⦠I didnāt murder⦠I didnāt⦠Iā¦Youāre not dead⦠You canāt be dead⦠I⦠I didnāt⦠It was the snow⦠The snow⦠I couldnāt stop⦠You walked right out in front of me⦠I⦠I couldnāt stop⦠the snowā¦.ā She pleaded with the terrifying face. āOhGodā¦.ā
Eight blinked, staring at the corpse.
Heās dead.
She swallowed.
Dead.
She watched him, watching for breathā¦
Dead.
She didnāt see anything other than the shift of his hair in the wind, the snowflakes falling against him. No flutter of eyelashes, no rise and fall of his chest, no miniscule shift of his fingers.
Dead.
āOh Godā¦ā She whispered, her eyes wide.
You killed him, Eight⦠you killed him⦠You did this. You.
She turned her head, scanning the street wildly. She should call someone. She should get some helpā¦
Youāre drunk, you murderer⦠Drunk. Youāre going to jailā¦
Eight slowly rose to her feet, walking backwards to her cab, the cracked windshield, the dented fender, the wrinkled hood. The bloodā¦
āIām sorry,ā she whispered, swinging hurriedly into the cab, the scent of whiskey pungent, prickling her nostrils, teasing her. God, she needed a drink. āIām sorry,ā she muttered, staring at the body through the shattered windshield as she closed her door and shifted the car into reverse. She had to get out of here. She had toā¦.
Reversing onto the cross street, Eight turned the wheel and slammed the car into drive, pressing her foot down on the gas pedal, causing the vehicle to fishtail in the snow as she escaped into the silent snowy night.