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Erin Monaghan

"I'm just that one drummer in that one band."

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a character in “Welcome to the Madness Music Festival”, as played by Wolf's Bane109

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"Rumors are just that, rumors....Right?"



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N I C K N A M E (S)
Rin, Blondie

A G E
Twenty-Six (26)

G E N D E R
Cis-Female | She/Her

S E X U A L I T Y
Homosexual | Openly so

E T H N I C I T Y
Caucasian

H O M E T O W N
Los Angeles, California

H E X
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L I K E S
Music, she can usually be found with earbuds in at all hours vibing out to some playlists when not performing at an event, how she copes with her issues // Parties, not surprising considering the life style she leads, Erin can usually be found on the scene enjoying herself, especially if there is a DJ station and dancing // Alcohol, if she isn't seen with a glass or bottle of some kind in her hand something is clearly wrong, mild addiction // Card games, poker, and gambling, anything that costs her money and the thrill of possibly losing is something she looks forward to, slight addiction // Tattoos, whether on herself or someone else, it isn't much of a shocker considering how many she has of her own // Hookups, whether it's the rumors or her true nature, it can be true. From touring to living situations, Erin tends to have casual hookups and a trail of them wherever the band goes, shamelessly so // Drugs, this also shouldn't come as a surprise, if she isn't high off her ass when not performing, and sometimes even during events she'll be stoned off of her ass, severe addiction //

D I S L I K E S
The sound of loud chewing, something about it causes her skin to crawl and grosses Erin out // The smell of lavender, vanilla, and certain cigarettes and poorly made or cheap pot // Large amounts of blood, she can handle regular amounts, but seeing large amounts is stomach-turning and can cause her to be nauseous // Annoying and snobby people, she has a low tolerance for people, especially those that think they're better than others// Solitude, she doesn't like being alone for longs periods of time and is often uncomfortable when left by herself for long periods of time // Small and tight spaces, anything that is remotely claustrophobic causes immense panic and anxiety in her // Useless and pointless arguing, she'd prefer if people used their words and just stated how they felt about things instead of causing useless and pointless arguments over the smallest of things // Sobriety, if there's anything that she hates more, it's being sober. Having to face her actual depressing and lonesome reality is something she despises // Complexeties of romance, there's many reasons why she prefers hookups, both casual and long lasting ones, full commitment in the past left her heartbroken and she'd rather not go back to that place again. Or at least it's what she tells herself //



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Contrary to the first impression that she gives off, and her rather rough-looking exterior, Erin is quite the opposite of how she may seem. She is rather possessive and clingy, once getting close to someone that is, especially her band mates. Whatever the case, Erin is a very active and outgoing person who simply wants to be someone's friend, if she sees them being worth her time of course. or at least that's the facade they give off. Erin will easily become protective and overbearingly so at times when it comes to someone she has known enough and care for, often getting in people's faces when people in the crowd start shit during shows, usually harassing others in the crowd or even disrespecting the performing act. Having stopped in the middle of a few shows to handle the business herself, as she refuses to let that shit slide.

But at the same time, Erin is very reserved in most aspects. Never prying into anyone else's business or asking questions they probably shouldn't be asked. She's always an open ear to someone and a shoulder to cry on for whoever may need it, as she's been in positions where she never had anyone to go to. Erin is often a very touchy-feely person, usually having to either be touching someone with an arm draped around their shoulders, or a leg touching their's, just being close to them in any way. But if someone tells her to stop or that she's making them uncomfortable, she will and give them all the space they could want. She respects bounderies of anyone that's not okay with physical contact, even if she personally is physical contact starved.

She can easily be your best friend, or easily be your least liked person, depending on how you treat her, she will treat you in return. If you treat her with respect and kindness and don't cause any trouble with her or her friends, she will easily let small things slide and roll off her back like water. But the last thing you want to do is bite the hands that feeds you, and no one would recommend crossing her or doing her any wrong, as she could easily make your life hell, she has a short temper and has shown more than a handlful of times the level she'd go to.

People have noticed she has a short fuse, which can be started from anything, rude comments or harassment towards her which she handles better, but the last thing you do is disrespect others around her. In short, she can be your fiercest and most loyal and caring friend who would die for you, or could easily be something terrifying that you wouldn't dare double-crossing or lying to.


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H I S T O R Y
Most of Erin's younger years has remained a topic that she refuses to talk about to anyone, even her bandmates. But the truth of the matter is, from before the time she could even remember, up until she was sixteen, she had been living with her mother and her boyfriend, who were highly addicted to drugs and alcohol. But what only made it worse, was that her mother's boyfriend was severely abusive to Erin in almost every conceivable way, with her mother too stoned out of her mind to know what was really going on. So, from an early age she held resentment and anger towards most adults, a strong distain for men, and her own forming drug habits after she started hanging out with friends. It started out small and harmless enough at first. As most things like this go. Weed and alcohol, which slowly escalated to lsd, and wax, to other harder drugs until she landed on that smooth, ivory powder.

By the time she was 17, she was kicked out from her parents apartment after one argument went horribly wrong between Erin and James, where he was left bleeding out on the floor after a confrentation between him and her mother broke out. Erin went to her defense and did what she could to keep him from beating on her like he had done so many times before. As her mother's last ditch attempt to help Erin, she forced her out of the home.

With nowhere to go, Erin turned to the streets of making money, dealing out weed and cocaine for quick cash. That was until she managed to come across a guy selling a well maintained drum-kit. Erin joked about trading him what drugs she had on her for the drums, and he accepted, giving her an extra 500$. And it was history for the next five years. She made her money off of street performing, drumming which allowed her to take out her anger and frustrations with everything and she became rather well known among the street acts that lined the streets along the beach in LA.

It was during one of her closing acts of the night, where a group of guys approached her, which immediately got Erin on edge and unsure of what was going on. But after they explained that they wanted-no-needed her in their band, that Erin was tempted. They explained that they had needed a drummer to fully form their band, and seeing how she was a rather "Vicious" and "Intense" performer, who clearly was passionate and talented with her craft, that she had to accept. Erin said she'd consider it, and after exchanging numbers with the guys she headed home to her current girlfriend. Excited with the potential prospect of being in an official band.

It was only when she was through the doors that everything stopped. She found her girlfriend, Rebecca, in bed with one of her best friends, Sarah, and that was it. Erin said nothing, except giving a rather agregious "Fuck you then" and stormed out of the apartment complex, taking few of her things with her. Quickly texting the guys that she was ready to accept their offer whenever they were ready to give her a chance, and it was nothing but sex, drugs, and madness since then.



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R E L A T I O N S H I PXS T A T U S
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P O S I T I O N
Drummer | Occasional back-up vocalist

S E C R E T S
Her addiction to drugs, specifically cocaine
Erin's last relationship left her being cheated on

V I C E S
Hookups/Casual no-strings attached Sex
Drugs, copious amounts of drugs
Alcohol, borderline alcoholic

T A L E N T S
Drums, Guitar, Vocals, Can juggle, Can mix music and songs, and lastly, can balance a jar of peanut butter on her head



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So begins...

Erin Monaghan's Story

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Characters Present

Character Portrait: Stevie Nicholas Character Portrait: Erin Monaghan Character Portrait: Eoin Lancaster

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Airports were one of Eoin’s favorite places to be. The anonymity that they gave him, the blank stares and bored faces of the staff made him feel immeasurably great. It meant he was in a new place, a new location where no one knew who he was or what he did. Arriving in Amsterdam with nothing more than his duffle and guitar filled his lungs with thrilling ecstasy.

Eoin had learned to travel minimally when he backpacked through the world. A worn duffle packed with two pairs of pants, a few shirts, and a week’s worth of underwear (the only thing he would never sacrifice), and his most essential toiletries always made his passage through TSA a breeze. He handed the customs agent his passport. The man asked him the purpose of his visit.
Work.

His visa? All set.

Place of residence for the time of his stay. Who will be vouching for him? What’s in the big case?

Eoin went through the motions, smiling easily, his weight balanced on his heels. He thought about flirting with the man, but the grunt in his voice indicated that it would be more trouble than it was worth.

The Airbnb he’d found was comfortable. A studio with a kitchenette and a nice view of the town. The sheer white curtains swayed in the soft summer breeze. He kicked his boots off, sliding off his socks. The hardwood floor was cold, smooth and thrilling against his skin. His phone rang.

Eoin laughed at the sound. He could imagine his bandmates up in NYC to a missing lead singer. He could picture Stevie’s wide eyes as he wandered from room to room looking for him. He could see Erin cursing up a storm as she made phone calls; as she called him.

He could pick up. He could be kind and tell them where he had taken off to. But where was the fun in that?

His Instagram Live lasted thirty minutes. In it, he gave the time of day and the weather, then he played part of a song he had written on the plane. He saw Erin’s username on his screen, saw Stevie bombard him with questions. Their fans laughed, saying things like β€œOh! He ran away!” and β€œThey can’t find him again lol.”

Eoin could share his location. He could let his bandmates meet up with him or drag him back home. But he needed some time. He wanted to wander the city on his own for a while. His feet itched to go out, to blaze a trail they’d never been on before without anyone holding him back. His father called this his nomad urges. His mother said he was a wild, free spirit that longed to learn. Eoin just wanted to get the fuck out and do something on his own.

There really wasn’t anything much more to it than that.

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Character Portrait: Stevie Nicholas Character Portrait: fauxcxntz Character Portrait: Erin Monaghan Character Portrait: Eoin Lancaster Character Portrait: Kasper Alling

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They’re supposed to be leaving for tour in two days. Two fucking days. That was all he needed from Eoin. To stay put for two days.

He’s got one shoe on and not even a sock on the other foot, his pants are unbuttoned, his shirt is gone, and his hair is a mess. There’s a bottle of Jack between his teeth and a phone pressed between his ear and his shoulder while he glares at the fucking classic coffee machine Eoin made them get instead of the Kurieg Stevie wanted. It’s goddamn rocket science to make it work and he’s too hungover for that shit.

He tells Siri to call again. He’s got hickies across his hip bone which is a shame because he can’t really remember last night but there was definitely a pool involved at some point. What he does remember is Eoin was home when he stumbled in, and gone when Rin woke him.

Stevie threw his phone down when it went to voicemail again and pulled the bottle from his mouth before shouting β€œRin!” He saw her cross the apartment and throw her hands in the air. So Eoin wasn’t answering her either. At least it wasn’t some personal vendetta against Stevie. She also wasn’t coming into the kitchen, which meant she wasn’t going to save him from the damned coffee machine.

β€œFuck it,” he grumbled, pushed the thing away, and took a few deep gulps of whiskey as he picked up his phone again. He’d just pulled up Instagram when Eoin’s ridiculous username flashed across the screen stating he’d gone live. He gives him a few minutes of not saying where he is (although the dark sky in the window at his side says it’s not New York, because the sun hadn’t set yet at home) before he tags Dua in it asking if she can believe this shit.

Two days. That was all he fucking needed. Eoin was the leader of LSM, not Stevie. He didn’t have his shit together enough to keep the other two shits together.

He crosses the livingroom in a few quick steps and falls on the couch on top of Kasper, who groans under the brunt of his weight, but he ignores it and buries his face in his friend's neck instead. β€œEoin took off. Wanna overdose in his bed to get back at him?"

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Character Portrait: Stevie Nicholas Character Portrait: Erin Monaghan Character Portrait: Eoin Lancaster Character Portrait: Kasper Alling

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Erin Monaghan
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Erin didn't remember much after they arrived in New York, whether it was due to her slight intoxication or not, she didn't really care. They had managed to get a nice place to stay and that's all she cared about. She knew it was typically against band rules to let her groupies stay with them, but seeing as they'd be needing some people for the festival, and Erin didn't want to be staying with the guys for this long of a period alone, she ended up kidnapping one of her best friends, Hailee. They were already planning to meet up for the festival, but plans changed last minute and she ended up staying with them instead. It helped Erin not only not lose her mind with the guys, but she was a presence she could genuinely relax around and find comfort in. So, when she woke up, to find the other blonde woman asleep in her bed, Erin easily slipped out and let Hailee continue to sleep a little bit longer. There was no point in waking her up just yet.

Erin got dressed and left her room, and immediately knew something was off. She was allowed to sleep without an issue. That was her first immediate clue something wasn't right. She checked Eoin's room, and he wasn't there, as she went to go check on the other's, she could hear Stevie's rapid shuffling about the rest of the apartment and immediately knew what that meant. And not too shortly after she heard him call out for her, sliding across the hardwood floor, she tossed her arms up in the "I don't know either" gesture before speaking, "Fuck if I know where he is. But I do know, I'm about to kill his ass." she groaned, retrieving her phone from her back pocket as she began to call him time and time again. "Hey fucker, it's me, again. Pick up your god damn fucking phone, you useless piece of shit." she groaned into the speaker before hanging up. Tossing her phone onto the couch. "I swear, one of these days, Stevie. I'm just gonna snap and kill all three of you. Okay but where's Kas-" she began, to see him passed out on the couch, "Well, nevermind. Found him." she mumbled, and quickly turned away. Not caring if he had a pulse or not.

Erin took her phone off the couch as she left and checked instagram, seeing that Eoin was online and in a god damn stream. "This mother fucker is trying to kill me, I swear." she said aloud as she looked through the fridge with the stream playing in the backround. There was next to no food in the fridge, meaning she'd have to call some in. Great. She picked her phone back up and sent several messages in the streams chat, mostly grilling Eoin on ditching them in NY and asking where he was so she knew where to go to beat his ass. Which only garnered their fans enjoyment in the chat, as well as Eoin being the vague little asshole that he was. She sneered at her phone before leaving the stream and dialed up one of the local chinese places down the street, and ordered in some food which surprisingly didn't take very long as she heard a knock on the door barely thirty minutes later.

Erin answered the door, tipped the delivery guy forty bucks, took the food and closed the door. She plopped the deliivery bag on the counter-top in the kitchen, taking out two different meals, which consisted of two boxes of fried rice, noodles, and chicken and sauce. She picked up the bag and made her way over to Stevie and Kasper, "Remember that you assholes love me. I got you dickheads food." she grumbled, still barely half awake and handed the guys the bag which contained a still decent amount of food boxes and containers. She picked up the containers she placed on the counter-top and made her way back to the bedroom, but not before getting a few beers out of the fridge. Closing the door behind her with her foot, Erin made her way over to the bed, placing the food on the bedside table. She turned to the woman who was somehow still asleep and smirked, gentle shaking her shoulder, "Morning, sleepy-head. Got some food, and Eoin apparently dipped to god knows where, so...Yeah. That's how this day is going. As if things couldn't be any fuckin' worse." she mumbled, grabbing the food and passed it to Hailee. Who simply smiled as she watched her friend climb back into bed. "I mean, it's Eoin. What do you expect?" Hailee joked.

Erin rolled her eyes as she was passed her portion of the food, "I don't know anymore, honestly. Maybe less of an ass?" she questioned, before taking a few bites of her food. "But I do know, that we have two god damn days before we leave for this damn festival, and if he makes it any harder than it has to be, I may actually kill him this time." Erin stated plainly with a mouthful of food. Hailee chuckled as she turned to look at Erin, and gently kissed the platinum blonde on the cheek, "Oh please. You've threatened to kill him and the other boys countless times. I'm finally starting to question your commitment, Erin." she chuckled. Erin rolled her eyes as a sigh escaped her lips, "You're one to talk. You've threatened to kill me countless times." Erin mumbled between mouth-fulls of noodles and chicken. Hailee couldn't help but allow a grin to form on her face as she ate silently. Erin raised an eyebrow in question, before her eyes widened. "You're fucking disgusting!" Erin exclaimed, playfully pushing Hailee over. "Oh please. Not like you weren't thinking the same thing, Erin." Erin rolled her eyes as she shook her head, "it's a good thing I like you. Now just, fucking eat the food I got you, we got shit to do today, until Eoin who...where who the fuck knows he is, is making us handle alone. Asshole." They still had two days to figure shit out until they headed out for this festival. They had time to figure shit out, as well as find their band leader....Right?





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Character Portrait: Stevie Nicholas Character Portrait: Erin Monaghan Character Portrait: Eoin Lancaster Character Portrait: Kasper Alling

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ImageHe supposed he couldn't hold anyone accountable for this breakup, though it probably could have gone better. He'd been so excited about touring in Europe, stoked to be traveling somewhere outside the US and playing music to brand new ears that he'd neglected to mention to Toby any information on the plans. This one had lasted a week, 168 hours filled with sweaty bedsheets, Jameson in coffee mugs, and blackout curtains so they could smother themselves in a cocoon of bliss and fucking.

Kasper had been at Toby's house for the duration of their relationship, only leaving for band practice and to pack his meager selection of loose white tees and skinny jeans for tour. It hadn't been like Toby was grilling him for information, though that was probably because his mouth had been too busy doing other things. So last night when his google calendar pinged him a reminder for their flight information and Toby had seen, the conversation hadn't gone well. He may have made plans with the guy for the following week, he may have promised to be his date to a wedding in two. Kasper'd tried to explain that he'd just been wrapped up in how well they fit together and had forgotten that he'd be gone on a European tour for the remainder of the summer- the whole conversation had resulted in him standing mostly naked outside a slamming apartment door with his clothes and boots in his hands.

He'd handled that by going to the closest dive bar, getting shit face drunk, and jerking off the hottest blonde he could find in the graffiti-covered bathroom. He remembered making promises in hushed tones into a sweaty neck, he remembered saying his number somewhat correctly, and he remembered deciding that he should walk home instead of calling an Lyft. Usually, shitty nights like that resulted in him crawling into one of his bandmate's rooms, either vying for a warm body to grab onto or at least the floor next to one. Instead, he'd fallen face-first on the couch and crashed hard.

Kasper woke up to a welcome weight and hot breath on his neck, the groan that escaped him blooming from his instant killer hangover. Stevie was whispering something about overdosing, or at least a bed to do that in and Kasper's head hurt so much he didn't hate the idea. As a reply Kasper pulled Stevie in front of him and rotated against the back of the couch, hiding his face between thin shoulder blades and mumbling something about a raging lesbian bull in the room.

Said bull was loudly complaining about shit he didn't have the mental bandwidth for- no one here ever pretended to have the ability to control Eoin and he didn't know why they were surprised by the shit he pulled. Erin quieted down after that, or the pulsing in Kasper's ears from his headache was too loud for him to hear her over. Either way, Stevie wasn't moving from the spot he'd been forced into and that was really all Kas cared about at the moment. He was sort of serving like a heat pack to a body that felt pummeled inside and out- but Stevie was pretty used to Kasper's clingyness when he looked and smelled like he'd bathed in whiskey.

He must have fallen asleep cause next thing he knew was the sweet, delicious smell of grease and noodles and heaven. Erin was already out of the room by the time he'd managed his eyes open, but still called out a "I'll love you forever" anyway. She knew, he wasn't worried. Most mornings her boys weren't even functional till she wisped in and magicked the coffee into being.

Stevie was already breaking his cheap chopsticks in half, the chinese food in front of them making Kasper want to throw up and eat the entire bag at once. Kas grabbed his own utensils and twirled the biggest messy bite out othe nearest takeout container, still reclined back against his couch sanctuary as he shoveled the noodles into his mouth.

The food was what he needed. Maybe also a PBR to quell the headache, but for now this would do.

"So... Eoin took off?" He mumbled around another bite, "You guys actin' like that's a shock. He'll probably show up at the airport irritated that you guys are freaking out or some shit. Or maybe he's dead in a ditch somewhere" Kasper adjusted his spot on the couch, sitting up so he could be closer to the takeout and therefore could more efficiently shovel food into his mouth.

"Toby broke up with me" He announced morosely, his tone signaling that Kasper thought that was much worse than their singer disappearing right before a huge tour, "I forgot to tell him we were leaving I guess. But, you know, we probably work if he'd tried"

Stevie had a mouthfull of food when Kas looked up at him for a reply. The bassist cast him a look, snorted, and swallowed his mouthful of noodles. "Sure Kas. If Toby tried"

Kasper glared back at him as he slurped a noodle into his mouth, "Listen no one ever faults me for not trying. Its probably better im single for Europe anyway so I guess fuck it"

"Sooooo, should I start calling hospitals are somethin'? Give the police his description in case a body turns up?"